What happened to respect?
What happened to decency?
What happened to honor?
What happened to tolerance?
What happened to democracy, and the office of the President?
What the hell has happened to us?
'Scoakat' rhymes with 'Snow Hat'! - - Just my thoughts on music, humor, our life in Madison and anything else I feel like.
What happened to respect?
What happened to decency?
What happened to honor?
What happened to tolerance?
What happened to democracy, and the office of the President?
What the hell has happened to us?
The consensus seems to be good riddance to 2020 and that 2021 will be much better. It's a nice thought, but I think it will be more of the same until we can get a majority of people vaccinated and work through the details of getting back to some sort of normality. Going back to the office, dining out, having drinks at the bar and gathering with friends and family will likely not return to any semblance of normal until late in the year, or possibly 2022, I fear.
More important is that there is now actual hope for a vaccinated end to this pandemic. Hang on to that, encourage it, do your part when called upon and let's work toward that future and it will come to be. I believe that because I have to. How about you?
Happy New Year to you all. The ones I read, the ones I love, all my friends and all of you who take the time to read me. Whether you comment or not, I can see you're there. Thank you.

I'm glad I did as it was actually pretty ideal outside for a late season fire. After a couple hours the snow came, so I let the fire die down as I stood around it, poking at it now and again, sometimes while listening to music. I had to take my chair inside the garage as the snow was getting it wet. It was so very peaceful getting snowed on and watching the flames.
The snow was sticking to the ground by the time I went in, and we got about 2 inches over the next few hours to blanket everything once again. But this is nothing, really. We already have a Winter Storm Warning for Tuesday/Wednesday that they say to expect 6-8 more inches, but we'll see.
Below is a one minute video from yesterday afternoon, link here for email readers. Get comfortable, take a deep breath and let it out slowly, then watch the video and maybe you'll feel some of the peace I felt while out there yesterday. Here's sending some peace your way.
Yes, it's been a bad year. Lockdowns, masks, sickness and death. But we made it this far and there is hope with the new vaccines, but that doesn't help us yet this holiday season. A basketball game on TV and a Zoom call with immediate family is pretty much all we have planned today. My wife will see her dad, but that's not unusual as she's pretty much his full time caretaker these days. Almost all our snow has melted so it's not even a white Christmas this year. But we must to try to stay positive, and I do have hope for a vaccinated future. It will take time and there will be more challenges yet, but we'll get there.
Wherever you are, I hope you're making the best of things today. Merry Christmas, everyone.
Have you ever used one of those long, soothing background videos for something to put on your TV or computer monitor? Like hours of watching fish in an aquarium, or a babbling brook in a woodlands setting? Around Christmastime a full screen roaring fireplace is popular. I've seen and used all of the above at one time or another, and now I found one for 2020. Enjoy.
Happy winter solstice, everyone. Winter officially arrived at 4:02 a.m. this morning, locally. While there has been some recent melting, including some today with temps in the upper 30's (F), there just hasn't been enough to get me out by the fire for this one.
I was hoping, it just wasn't meant to be, and I'm afraid there will be no more opportunities until spring. In a couple days here we'll go south of the freezing mark and it looks like that's where we'll stay for the foreseeable forecast. It was a good ride, and I had more fires this year than I ever imagined I would have in a season, but thanks to covid it was my only escape, my only real pleasurable time outside the 4 walls of the house for almost all of 2020.
I don't know if I mentioned it here, but sometime during the last several fires I noticed several loose bricks, so come spring there will be a little repair work needed. Last time I used an adhesive specifically made for outdoor fireplace blocks. It was more expensive, but I wanted it to last - and more than just a few years. I think in spring I'll use Liquid Nails or similar adhesive and see how long that lasts.
So, dear readers, you won't have to listen to me go on and on about it and post mostly firepit pictures for at least several months. Let's hope life gets back to normal sooner than later, or I'll end up doing it all over again next year!
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Christmas is less than a week away now, and we don't plan on going anywhere or seeing anyone, probably just a Zoom call like we did on Thanksgiving. I've got gifts sent off to the younger niece and nephew, and some cash mailed to the older ones. We've given mostly great gifts to all of them for many years now, but as they graduate high school and become adults this will end. I was going to call it a day with their generous lump sum graduation gifts, but I think we'll continue to give token cash at Christmas for a couple more years until they turn 21, then I'm done. I have a few more years of picking out gifts for the younger ones, teenagers now, but then plan on the same for them.
We don't really get gifts for the adults in the family, just a little something for my Mom, like a relevant puzzle or something fun she wouldn't get for herself. My mom, of course, gets us all something even though I tell her it's really not necessary, but she enjoys it. Things are done a little differently on my wife's side of the family, but certainly nothing too extravagant. As for my wife and I, we didn't do much this year. She told me what to get her and when I couldn't think of anything I wanted she just got me a little something, I guess. But she has a January birthday, so I'll have to up my game pretty fast.
What are your holiday plans this year?
Welcome to winter. Forty-eight hours ago we were on our second 50ºF day in a row and I was out enjoying a rare weekday firepit. And today, well....
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| A winter wonderland, picture taken just a few minutes ago. |
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| Two days earlier, much more relaxing. |
I don't normally have a fire when I have to get up early the next day, but with sunset before 4:30 p.m. and a very mild December day I did just that on Thursday. I got off work at 2:00, had the fire going about an hour later, stayed out until after 5:00 and was inside in plenty of time for dinner. Then yesterday morning it started raining until turning over to snow in the early afternoon. Even then, it wasn't until evening that the snow started sticking. And it continued overnight and is still going, currently projected to finish in the next hour or so.
My back is still touch-and-go so there's no way I was going to pick up a shovel, but with a support belt and what turned out to be one more warm layer than necessary I was able to push the snow blower through the heavy and wet white stuff to get things cleared while my lovely wife used a shovel for the steps and more. We'll have to go out again later to clean things up when the snow is finished (and after the Badger game this afternoon) but now it will be much easier.
High temperatures for the next week are projected to be right around the freezing mark so not sure how long the snow will last. I guess it depends on how many of those days are sunny. But one of these days it will snow and stay until maybe March. I hope today is not that day.
I have two sayings when someone expresses sympathy for my back not being good; it's just part of the joy of being me, and, everyone has something, this is mine. And I thank them for their expression.
Everyone knows I have a bad back. I've had one neck surgery, two back surgeries and came close to having another one a couple years back ago. I've been through this so many times, but this last episode has been a bad one. Maybe a month or so ago I was having issues on my lower right side. That lasted about two weeks, then moved to my left side. I believe my left side was trying to compensate for the right side, which is why it moved over and has gotten worse since. No sense going to the doctor yet, he would only give me muscle relaxers which I already have, and maybe some pain pills that I don't want and they don't really help the issue by just numbing it. If I miss another day of work, though, I will have to contact my doctor for a note.
What I've been avoiding saying so far is that it's much of my own fault. I've fallen out of the habit of doing my daily exercises and with the colder weather our neighborhood walks have ground to a halt. Today I will start trying to change that. I just made it around the block on a walk, though it was slow and I got slower as I went. I have an icy/hot patch on my lower back now and will attempt my exercises when there is not a cat napping on the bed. Exercises are basically planking and holding, and I do them on the bed because it is the most comfortable for me and getting up off the floor just ain't what it used to be.
Back problems are very common, I am not unique, and I know several others with issues and I'm sure you do, too, if you don't have back issues yourself. Exercise is the true key, keeping those muscles in my lower back in shape while not hurting myself in the process. Now I just have to do it and keep up with it or this will happen more often.
The picture is from a firepit last Friday afternoon. (If you look just above the peak of the porch you can see where the branch broke off that blocked the road, from a few posts ago.) I was trying to be careful then as I already ached, but firepits do usually end in at least a small backache for me. The forecast does not look good for this weekend, so perhaps the last fire of the year, but not if I can help it. Now I have to get up and move as I just can't sit here any longer. Take care of your backs, people, you only have one and it affects everything you do.
Yesterday we had our back fence replaced, and wow! A side by side comparison really shows just how old, rotten and beat up the old fence was. There were no real issues installing it, thankfully, and we gained a bit of our property back.
Neighbor Jane, on the right in the above picture has her back fence on the property line. Neighbor Dave, on the left, has told me that his fence is a foot or two this side of the property line because when he installed it he didn't want to put it up a little hill he has at the back. What they ended up doing is moving the fence line closer to the actual property line by several inches by the compost bin and the other side maybe just an inch or so, basically splitting the difference again. So, no, it's not perfectly straight across the yard but you can't tell by looking at it.
Also, I wanted it straight across on top and there is a slight dip in the ground in the middle so while it is at ground level on the ends the middle is about 2 inches or so above the ground. I can easily fill that in come spring, then the hostas will cover it all.
Overall, I'm very pleased. And after seeing it without a fence I am so very glad we have it. It gives us so much more privacy back there and we don't have to look at the neighbor's odd junk behind and alongside their garage. I should have done it last year as the cedar would have been a bit cheaper but the miser in me wanted to get every last bit of use out of the old fence. Oh well, it is done now and looks pretty good, I think.
If you're interested, pictures of the process will be after the break.
Last year by this time we had gotten about 15 inches of snow, this year only .1 inches so far - until today. Neither is unusual for us, and today it started snowing before light and continued until around midday. Currently it is raining, so most of this snow won't make it until tomorrow. And if it does it will not make it much longer as through the weekend high temperatures in the 40's (ºF, 5-10ºC) are expected. Which means I should be able to get at least one evening by the fire.
Speaking of fires, I thought my last firepit of 2019 was between Christmas and New Year but I might have been mistaken. According to my pictures - and I usually but not always take some pictures - the last fire was on the winter solstice, December 21. I can only hope to have another for this year's winter solstice, but every fire now could be the last of the season.
I think I mentioned here that our rotting back fence was going to be replaced. That was supposed to happen on November 10, but they called that a rain day. The next day I got a call that they only had the 4 inch boards and wanted to be sure I was okay with that rather than the 5 1/2" I ordered. No, I was not. See, there has been a shortage of cedar this year, so they can order all they want but they'll only receive a portion at best. I only need 40 feet of fence replaced and I want the same as I have but new. I don't think I'd like the look of 4" boards on the 6' dog-eared back fence. Yesterday they finally called to reschedule my fence replacement for this Monday, after the holiday weekend. It's forecast to be cold that day with a high temperature just under freezing, but I'll be out there keeping an eye on them often. My main concern is that they do not attempt to move the compost bin, they'll have to pre-build that panel before installing. Cross your fingers they set aside the 90 or so boards needed for me.
I'll put some recent, somewhat interesting pictures after the break.
I was going to save this for a later time to space out the music posts, but I just don't have much to say currently. All is well; eat, sleep, work - you know how it goes.
There are two other acts that have caught my attention this year, Eskimo Callboy and Skynd. I haven't heard enough of them or know enough about them for them to be worthy of a full LLP post, but I am intrigued and like what I see so far. Both these artists are very different, but I enjoy lots of different music.
Eskimo Callboy is a German band that has been around for about a decade or so, and I do remember hearing the name before but it was on a local radio station so I probably dismissed it as I really don't pay a whole lot of attention to radio to find my music. They've been described as a mix of metal, comedy, hardcore and electronic. I don't care what you call it, this song is very catchy and the video is hilarious in an eighties workout video kind of way.
Skynd is a little different, to say the least. Her music is dark and eerie, yet I find it catchy and interesting. She doesn't have a whole lot of songs out, 7 or 8 from what I can tell, and they all have a serial killer kind of theme. Literally, her songs are about serial killers and the songs are named after the serial killer she is singing about. The latest song, though, is a little different as it's just called Columbine. If you forget, it's the high school in Colorado that two kids shot up back in 1999.
This year has been terrible for the music industry. Live shows and tours have been postponed, rescheduled, and now are starting to be postponed yet again. And with digital music being consumed practically for free, live shows are how most musical artists survive. Yet time moves ever forward so albums still get released, videos still get made, and many artists have turned to the internet to put food on the table. Code Orange is one such band, having released their latest album, Underneath, early this year in March, just in time for the rest of their plans for the year to get cancelled.
But this band has moved forward as best they can, and have put some good livestream shows together over the course of the year. First, in March, they played their first livestream show, Last Ones Left: In Fear of the End, and it was very good. Later, at the end of July, they had another, but this time it was set up like an old MTV Unplugged show. Under the Skin got rave reviews from fans and critics alike as their music translated to acoustic better than one would have thought. Then on Halloween they did it again, back to a full heavy concert feel with Back Inside the Glass (a paid livestream, no link available). A truly enjoyable show and happily a very different setlist.
Code Orange - Sulfur Surrounding (from Under the Skin)
I was lucky enough to see all those shows, and I look forward to more. But enough of the acoustic, here is the title song from the album Underneath. A tune I find very catchy, indeed.
Code Orange - Underneath
Now, I didn't know a whole lot about Code Orange (formerly Code Orange Kids) before this year, but I've been learning. What I find really interesting is how this young band has evolved over time. One guitarist used to be the bass player. The keyboards and electronics guy used to be on guitar. And the frontman used to be the drummer, might still be for the studio as they list the current drummer as a session musician.
The band does have what I find to be quite a different style and sound, yet I like it and find it refreshing and a bit unpredictable as sometimes it seems hard to catch the rhythm but it always turns up in an interesting way. Vocals are shared by the female guitarist, frontman and keyboardist, a mix of clean singing and growls. I never find my next favorite band when I'm looking for it, it just shows up when it wants. I'm happy Code Orange showed up, and continues to be active in these times. I also look forward to what this band does next and will be there to support them, whatever that may be.
Previous LLP Posts:Well, maybe not my final thoughts but I probably won't post about this again and 'second thoughts' carries a different meaning. It took several days, but we got there. I've heard very little from the orange one since the race was called for Biden, just a few flagged tweets and threats of lawsuits, and I find this rather surprising. Maybe he's being advised to lay low, but he's too impetuous to stay silent for long. It would be nice if he would just go quietly, but I'm not sure he could if he tried.
Tomorrow will be interesting to see if they follow through and file tons of lawsuits or not. or if he will possibly concede and perhaps even congratulate his opponent (ha!). This will still take time to play out, but seeing what I have from him for the last four plus years I don't see a peaceful transfer of power happening. In fact, part of me wants to see the sideshow continue, if only because it has an expiration date now.
All across the world bells were rung, fireworks lit and horns honked in celebration. I could hear them as soon as I stepped outside yesterday after the call. Does the rest of the world always pay attention to our elections? Likely, and likely more so since Sideshow Don arrived on the scene.
To clarify a few things from my last post for those who don't read the comments, Wisconsin has a population of 5.82 million. Of that, 4.53m are of voting age (18+) and 3.68m are registered voters. Wisconsinites cast about 3.24m votes, which at about 71% is on the high end of typical voter turnout here for a presidential election.Also, my analogy is off as blue leans urban and red leans rural, and not just here - everywhere, so while you look at the map and see Wisconsin as blue, upon closer look it is very red. Makes it pretty apparent where some of the bigger cities are. Out of 3.24 million ballots cast in Wisconsin the difference was only 20,000 votes.
Now it's time to forget about colors and move forward. This time, hopefully, with fewer distractions.
Aaaaand it begins. Or has already begun, actually. Lies, false claims, lawsuits to stop ballots from being counted (really!). All from Trump, I've not heard much from Biden. Imagine that. Election day was yesterday but we're far from done. This will end up dragging out longer than anyone wants it to, I fear.
And, almost 6 million people total in Wisconsin and (a record) 3.3 million voted. Still, Trump only lost our state by about 20,000 votes. I know it was also close last election, the other way, but it still shocks me we're so divided after the antics we've witnessed the last 4 years.
It makes it hard to ever go outside again knowing every other person that I live among has looked around at what's happening in our country and the world and said to themselves "Yup, I like how things are going."
I've been working all day and only checked the news sporadically, mostly this morning, until very recently. Time to do something more relaxing. I'm sure we'll talk more about this very soon.
On the bright side, while today is cold and blustery with a random snowflake here and there, at least the sun is shining now and the forecast looks like we'll stay above freezing with much more moderate days for the next week or so. There's not a lot to do outside again until all the leaves are done falling, so a quiet day in today with the Packers starting at noon and newspaper to catch up on.
How was your Halloween?
Any night by the fire is a good night. Halloween is coming, but I bought a ticket for a band's livestream concert that night, so no holiday fire next Saturday. Also no Halloween celebration for us this year, but more on that later. Sorry, it's mostly another firepit post again, it's just this 2020. A couple more pictures from last night are after the break.
Okay, you get the idea, but there's more here and elsewhere. Blue Witch brought up the topic recently on her blog, and she is correct, this should be talked about more and correct protocols discussed. And I don't think either one of us is above mask-shaming. Masks are nothing but icky things on your face if not used correctly. And by correctly I also mean covering both your nose and your mouth. At the same time!
On the other side of the fence is another blogger who I shall not name, but is in my right column*. I've followed them for a very, very long time now so while I still check in over there I usually refrain from commenting. I have a feeling I would be shouted down anyway as I'm not really debate team material. At all.
One of my favorite sayings about masks likens it to pee: Imagine you're standing in front of someone, facing each other, and you're both naked. If he pees, you get wet. If you wear pants and he pees, you still get wet, but not as bad. If he wears pants and pees he gets himself wet. We can't help but pee, or in this case breathe. Respect others and keep yourself contained, for chrissake.
I've not addressed my own mask wearing here yet, but I will now. I don't wear a mask 98% of the time, but that's because I'm at home 98% of the time now, if not more. I don't wear a mask outside in my own yard, but I don't run into other people in my own yard. I don't wear my mask on neighborhood walks, unless we have to get near people, which is a good reason to avoid the bike paths. I don't wear a mask in my car, I wear a mask when I get to my destination, outside of home. Anywhere I have to go outside the home, like just regular errands, I wear a mask.
We've had exactly 10 friends over to the house effectively all of this year, and all for firepits. Social distancing is pretty easy in the back yard as the most at a time we have over is 2 other people. I have required masks if they need to go into the house, and all have happily complied or not had to go inside. No large gatherings here, and not likely for the holidays, either.
When this first started I ordered a pack of cloth masks, and used them, and washed them. But the washing made them shrink so they were tight and uncomfortable, so I bought a box of 50 individually wrapped black paper disposable masks. Much more comfortable for my big head. Now, if I only use one for a few minutes then I have been known to throw it in the glove box and use it again, but keep in mind that one I used for just a few minutes one day may sit for over a week until I use it again. I'll probably get some grief for that, and it may be deserved. But at only 40-50 cents a pop I have no qualms about tossing them and using a new one for most things, either.
How is your mask use? How's mine?
*Update: I removed this link from my right column on November 18, 2020. I can no longer support or promote his writing by leaving it there.
Late afternoon yesterday the firewood delivery arrived. I'd been done with work for hours and was pretty much in relaxation mode, but with my wife's help we got it all neatly stacked. The small pile on the far left is the leftovers, the other small pile is new wood that wouldn't fit on the rack. I don't expect either of these small piles to last very long. Now I know I'll have enough to get through spring, or at least to spring.
Today has been overcast and blustery, with an expected high of 67ºF, and again the news is saying this will be the last 'nice' day as high temperatures will be going back down to about the 50º mark in the extended forecast. I managed to get some yardwork done yesterday while waiting for the wood, including mowing/mulching the leaves in the back yard, but there is more to be done yet.
I contacted the fencing company yesterday to verify we're still on for replacing our fence about a month from now, and they confirmed. The exact day may change due to the weather, but it should only take one day to complete. I wanted to keep the old one as long as possible but it's just gotten so rotten it's starting to fall apart. I probably should have done it last year and next year it will only be worse, so best to just get it done. It should look pretty similar, 6' dog-eared, but brand new cedar. At least it will be one thing crossed off the list, and it will look a lot better, too.
Is cedar the best wood for raised bed gardens? I'm going to have to figure that out. I'll not use treated lumber again as I may as well use regular lumber because it obviously won't last more than 9 years or so anyway, and my hope is to not have to rebuild these again, however wishful thinking that may be.Most fall chores now are just hurry up and wait. As the plants wilt I'll mulch them up with the string trimmer. As the black walnut leaves fall I will mow to mulch. After the maple tree leaves fall I'll rake and mulch them for flowerbeds. And when all the leaves are done I'll need to clean out the gutters. All the potted plants will need to be cleaned up and the compost turned. And before it starts to freeze regularly (still haven't had first frost, but maybe tomorrow morning) I'll have to get the hose put away and the power washer stored in the basement, along with a couple crates of paint, lawn care and other products out of the garage.
So, while it seems like a lot of work it will be spread out for several weeks up to a couple months yet. I hope for plenty of opportunities to relax by the fire along the way.
Actually, I hope to be able to go out to eat, hang out at the bar, go see a show or just socialize with friends and family, but I'll take what I can get this year. Stay safe, all. And wash your mask.
Tonight as I sat by the fire, I looked up. It was about 20 minutes after sunset, which is when bats can start being seen flying above and I like to watch for them. What happened next was a lot of leaves showering down on and around me. I never did notice any bats while watching the leaves.
It's fall and leaves are changing, but neighbor Dave's three Black Walnut trees are always the first to lose their leaves. And conveniently, mind you, as they are not good for compost or mulch in the flowerbeds. They can wash out the color of flowers and we have a lilac under them that proves it. I usually mulch them into the lawn with the mower and harvest the later leaves, mostly maple, for mulch around the yard.
That's almost it for my firewood until Tuesday, just a small pile left after this weekend. On Friday I was looking ahead and put in an order to have another face cord of mixed hardwoods delivered. I still have plenty of time for having fires before winter sets in, after all.
First face cord took 2 years to burn. Second face cord, only 3 months. Thanks, 2020.
It was a dreary and overcast evening yesterday, but at least it was dry. I went out to sit by the fire and decided to film a little and wound up taping the whole night. Don't worry, this is only the first half hour. After that I was on a video call with my mom for some time, then it just got dark. Pull up a chair and relax by the fire with me.
I've gone through a lot of wood this year. My previous face cord lasted me two whole years while this one, delivered in July, has lasted about 3 months so far. I'll have to get another delivery in the next couple weeks as last year I managed to have one more fire after the winter solstice but before the new year. It's these pandemic times, I have nothing better to do and no other place to go, may as well do something enjoyable.
It only took the cats a few days to start using the walkway. I had a brown stripe-y rug in front (see last post) and I had the thought would they rather jump down onto concrete or the rug? So I moved the rug to the right a little bit two days in a row until I noticed there was very little litter on it anymore but there was more litter going down the walkway to the step. The were using it! So that rug has now been removed as it is not needed. Now when I clean the box every afternoon I was sweeping up the walkway first and I had an idea. I had bought two new mats for this, a big one and a small one. The big one is in the drawer, the small one wasn't being used. So I cut the small one in half, mostly, it's still connected in the middle, which was the open side, and I used two sided tape to hold it in place. Hopefully this will catch most of the rest of the litter the cats track out of the box. The mats are two layers connected on three sides, so to clean them you separate the layers and dump. For the half mats on the walkway it looks like I can just put the walkway in the down position, maybe give it a little jostle, and sweep up the litter. I'm not sure if I'll be putting the walkway down every day now or just pulling the box toward me in the drawer to clean. Or if this will even work at all, really, but I'll know soon enough.So the orange one finally got sick. No, I'm not celebrating. I don't like that anyone is getting sick and that some are dying. What it comes down to is that it was preventable. They were extremely careless, and they got the Covid. It was just a matter of time, really. The timing of his illness and the extent of how ill he'll actually get is very interesting, however. Stay tuned on this one, folks.
Fall weather has definitely arrived here, and that brings outside chores that will need to be done soon. I also have to get used to wearing long pants and socks again after several months of barefoot and shorts. And non slip-on shoes seem like an atrocity now so I have been holding out still, even if that means wearing short socks with sandals, sorry. But I don't hardly go anywhere or see anyone else but my wife these days anyway, so who cares?
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| Pulled out for cleaning. |